I came up to the conclusion that of 19 years of my life, I
have always played it safe and stayed in my comfort zone. All the things I want
in my life requires taking up a lot of risk and facing uncertainties, and I
have been too busy planning and not enough taking into action! I feel like I
have the capabilities, to learn, at least. The opportunities are right out
there. Now I just need to make some sacrifices, adjustments of my daily habits,
and actually doing things!
I get trap into this thought of mind where I immediately
think of the results rather than the process. And sometimes in this competitive
environment, I can’t help to think of what people would think of me. This state
of mind really hinders me in a way I’m too busy thinking rather than just going
for it, picking up the pieces and learning a long the way.
Proud to say that finally
I’m out of my comfort zone. I moved to
Rotterdam. Yes, that beautiful modern city in The Netherlands where
apparently 16 degrees with a little sun is the best weather you can get.
I thought of writing this blog for over 6 months now, I
wanted to focus on a theme. I actually enjoy DIY a whole lot for its creative
process, but sometimes the execution are just not quite the same with my ideas.
I have struggled to learn to ‘prop models’, tried to learn photoshop, tried to
learn photography and lighting, tried to learn on creating a website from 0.
And because I just feel like there’s just too much to do, I kinda gave up along
the way.
There are just some days where ideas just flow right through
your fingers and that’s when you know you just gotta write on whatever platform
you have. So here’s me finally owning up to ‘finding my passion’ on trying to
write a blog.
Although it’s all about improvement right? As long as you
are better than yesterday, you are already in the right track. All you need is
to be focused. That’s where the magic happens! (Hopefully)
